48 days until the big day. AHHHHH. I'm most concerned about losing weight, thats my number 1 priority! I'm so scared of looking like a huge cow for my wedding day. I don't want to let myself down.
I've been following a nutrition plan created specially for me by a fitness trainer. When I stick to it 100% I feel amazing and I'm never hungry and have no stomach issues. sounds great right? it is..then I fall off the wagon and eat crap. I'm starting it back up tomorrow after pretty much not following it all week long. I sabotage myself and I hate it! I'm going to submit a nutrition plan change to Mike, the trainer, and hope it's something good I'm tired of the plan I have now. This is week 4 of it.
School is drowning me right now. I feel like there is so much going on that I can not come up for air. Only a month left and I know I can do it. I just need to focus!
